Not Bulbous Basilar but “Partial Voluming Artifact”

I’m sorry. I guess that’s the first thing I want to say. I’m sorry for scaring everyone so much. I’m sorry for getting defensive about people saying I shouldn’t freak out yet because “it could be nothing.” Because apparently, it was, exactly, nothing. I have written and re-written this entry in my head several times….

“What’s this pumpkin doing here?”

I missed a lot of Cinderella’s final rehearsals. Being backstage with the kids helping with hair and makeup, assisting with crew and costumes, and just *being there* ~ pretty much my favorite thing ever. But I’ve been really sick with a long migraine attack / flare for almost two weeks, making me feel unreliable and…

FRIENDS

Yesterday’s post was written in the throes of depression and fear. What I should never have said is that I lack friends. Yes, I’m disappointed to have recently lost some of the closeness I’ve felt in some significant relationships, but honestly I have more friends, far and wide, in person and online, than I probably…

SSI & Creative Money Making

I haven’t been secretive about the fact that I’ve been depressed this week. A lot of it stems from not working; facing extreme poverty; and not understanding how my monthly SSI benefit is calculated. When I discovered that J’s future wages were being based on a 3 paycheck month, I was ecstatic. However after I…