Days 59 & 60: (The Beginning of) A New Age

Last night, I opened 8 Cymbalta capsules one at a time, dumping and dividing the tiny beads inside them so that I would be taking a little less each day, ending next Monday. The beads are about the size of the salt grains that come in packages with frozen soft pretzels. We did this a…

Heaven Beside You / Hell Within

I am lying here in bed with tears streaming down my face, pooling on my neck in little puddles. I could not take X to school this morning and my parents have Zo. John went back to work with Trey the Tree King. I can tell you for sure that crying hysterically does nothing good…